white-tiger2007

So my dad, my sister and I got into a fight.  It consisted of not being seriously sorry for everything that's happened in the previous two years.  He comes across as being mad at us because we're about to lose the house and file bankruptcy.  He blames us driving to extracurricular as wasting gas and money.  I don't know why he's on my case considering I'm the only one making an income anymore. Does my dad really hate me that much?  Everything that my sister and I say or do releases his anger on us.  I told him that I was sick and tired of him complaining about everything we say or do.  He said "you know where the door is." So how can I keep

Yes it's unbelievable. I have finally started a new job.  It's not extravagant.  OK it's only McDonalds, but Hey! it's a job.  I'm just glad that I will be able to pay bills now.  Relying on my parents for money is exhausting.  I owe them a lot of money that they won't expect me to pay back.  I just pray that I will be able to pay back a little of it.  Well that's all that's happened to me this week. Oh!! My sister was in the Bremen Jr. Miss pageant this past weekend.  She did exceptionally well for being out of her comfort zone.  Even though she didn't win anything, I am so proud of her.  I would never have had the guts to do something like

So it has been awhile since the last time I logged on.  I guess I'm no longer in the drawing mood.  I'll return sometime in the future. So let's see what's been up since the last time I posted.  I am now again single and it's been a rough ride.  My spiritual journey has hit a rough patch and I have a lot of things to do in order to fix that.  I have a lot of grief that I haven't properly grieved for and I need to learn how to forgive some people including myself.  I tend to blame everything wrong in my life as my fault and it hasn't been a good sight.  It's been a rough ride and it's going to get worse before it gets better.  In the words of